Today.

Today sucks. I don’t really have one specific reason. Nothing is wrong, but nothing is really right either.

I have nothing inspiring or insightful to say today so here is a recipe for the best lasagna you’ll ever have…

It will take about 3 hours to prepare … First you…

Just kidding, I’m not doing shit because today sucks.

So far I’ve eaten 3 pieces of watermelon (that I think fell on the floor and then got stuck back in the refrigerator,) A strawberry Uncrustable (that was still mostly frozen because I didn’t care enough to wait for it to thaw,) and an ENTIRE bag of salt and vinegar chips. I think at one point I might have eaten a grilled cheese sandwich, but I can’t be sure because lately I’ve been sleeping with my eyes open and my dreams are getting mixed up with my reality. At least I’m eating amiright? It’s a huge improvement from the 89lb me that could only stomach cookies, and orange tic tacs for 8 months after Justin died.

Today sucks. You know what though? Maybe tomorrow won’t.

Two steps forward, 5 steps back.

Until next time

~A