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Order Disorder Reorder
‘I thought everything was as it should be. I believed that it was all up to me. As if I was in control. ‘ I wasn’t. ‘Then I lost everything I thought that I knew. I couldn’t see that you were leading me to something beautiful.’ Fuck that. Order Disorder Reorder ‘I thought the storm would never come to an end. I begged you again and again, to send a miracle.’ … and you didn’t. Order Disorder Reorder ‘but the storm was the way you broke my heart open wide to get to what was hidden inside, and call it beautiful.’ Really God? Such a bullshit hand I’ve been dealt…
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Wendy Girl
‘Brave girl, you can do hard things.’ You had more faith in me than I ever had in myself. I hate having to do this life without you. I miss you. So much. Most days I feel like I’m drowning, but I’m trying. I wish I didn’t have to, but I’m trying. Every single day at 10:30, I still expect a call or a text from you. For a split second I forget you’re not here. I wish you were. ‘StolenSome people stay a life, some for a momentSome hearts they set a light just to be frozenAnd so we’re out of time broken But now you’ve got the chance…