Widow Me This

There is a hell of a lot of fear and anxiety waiting for me when I attempt to navigate life outside of my comfort zone. The ‘what if’s’ can be crippling for me, and I HATE it. I hate the unknown and try to avoid it. Always. Nevertheless, I’m still showing up. A train wreck is messy, but it’s still a train, am I right? 😉 Closing a chapter to start something new is terrifying. What if the next chapter in my proverbial book is worse then the last? What if it’s awful? OR… What if it’s not? What if I fail? OR…What if I don’t? What if everything works…

What the hell. until next time, ~A **UPDATE** (1/12/2022) Because full transparency is kind of my thing, I feel obligated to write about how this online dating experience has been unfolding for me…it’s going… surprisingly well. In a huge effort to encourage myself to inch out of my comfort zone, I decided that dating apps were the way to go. Smart, not bright. The outcome seems to be heading in a good direction, (here’s looking at you, D 😉🤗) but let me just elaborate on the absolute cluster fuck online dating can be. I’ve heard stories, but lately have been living them first hand. It’s… wild. I’ll write more about…