Have you ever…

Have you ever asked God, what the actual fuck? I have.

In the last two years I’ve asked Him several times, DAILY.

Have you ever been mad at God? I have.

Have you ever questioned your faith in Him? I have.

Have you ever prayed so hard for Him to stop allowing bad things to happen to you? I have.

I have absolutely no idea how to play this bullshit hand I’ve been dealt.

If God had Facebook I would unfriend Him. Straight up pissed as fuck with life right now. I’m tired and sad and so damn sick of losing people.

Have you ever given up on Him? I have.

Has He ever given up on me? He hasn’t

He won’t.

Until next time,