Fear Is Easy, Love Is Hard

If I’m the queen of anything, I’m the queen of fear.

I’m literally scared all of the fucking time.

Scared to speak, scared to win, scared to live, and so mother fucking scared to lose… again.

Fear is easy, love is fucking hard.

My heart hurts more than usual these days.

Fear is easy, love is hard.

There is nothing easy about my life. I’ve been dealt the shittiest hand. I miss my life before it was wrecked.

Fear is EASY, love is hard.

There isn’t a day that goes by that I can wrap my head around any of this. I’ve asked God so many times to give me a answer.

This last year has brought me to my mother fucking knees.

BUT.

When I say ‘I quit.’ God says: ‘Do Not Be Afraid.’ So I’m trying.

FEAR IS EASY.

Love is hard.

Until Next Time,