Today sucked. Actually this entire last year has sucked. Maybe it’s more like the last 4 years? Whatever. No Rain, no rainbows. First, let me start off by saying I hate using Mary Poppins crap cliches ( no offense to Mary Poppins, I’m sure she’s lovely.) The ‘look on the bright side,’ and ‘everything happens for a reason’ kind of bullshit platitudes do not fly with me. I also refer to it as TOXIC POSITIVITY. It usually comes from someone who means well, but misses the mark on sensitivity. Usually because they haven’t gone through anything life altering that makes them hate bullshit cliches. 💁🏻‍♀️ ‘Everything happens for a reason,’…

I am starting Jiu -Jitsu. I don’t even know how to spell it. That took me too many minutes to figure out just now. For real. Ask any one (of the two people ) I’ve told, I can’t even pronounce it. It’s a mouthful of J’s – all I’m saying. I’ve been kicking mental healths ass for a while now and doing a pretty great job. Might as well learn how to kick physical ass as well… or more likely get my physical ass kicked, but whatever. Do I want to do this? I think so. Will I be good at it? Absolutely yes. Am I scared to venture out…