‘You say fuck the world. Fuck relationships. Fuck people. And fuck love, but all you really want is for someone to be there for you. Someone to actually take the time to listen to what you’ve been feeling. Someone to help you make sense of it. You see, maybe the problem isn’t the world, or people, or relationships . Maybe the problem is YOU. Maybe you’re building walls too high. Too strong. Maybe you’re just not letting anyone show you true love.’ – R.M Drake Well shit. Loving someone is a fast track to heartbreak, andddd no fucking thank you. Hard pass for me… until lately. Lately, I’ve been slowly…

‘I thought everything was as it should be. I believed that it was all up to me. As if I was in control. ‘ I wasn’t. ‘Then I lost everything I thought that I knew. I couldn’t see that you were leading me to something beautiful.’ Fuck that. Order Disorder Reorder ‘I thought the storm would never come to an end. I begged you again and again, to send a miracle.’ … and you didn’t. Order Disorder Reorder ‘but the storm was the way you broke my heart open wide to get to what was hidden inside, and call it beautiful.’ Really God? Such a bullshit hand I’ve been dealt…