‘When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on’ ~ Franklin D. Roosevelt. Here’s the thing about grief… it fucking sucks. TIE A KNOT Watching someone you love die, sucks. TIE A KNOT Watching my kids try to be strong even when their hearts are breaking , sucks. TIE A KNOT Trying to move forward, when all I want, more than anything, is to go back, sucks. TIE A KNOT When you don’t want to live, but you don’t want to die TIE A KNOT Rock bottom has a basement. I know this because lately I’ve been living there. Maybe, ‘live’ is a dramatic…

Have you ever asked God, what the actual fuck? I have. In the last two years I’ve asked Him several times, DAILY. Have you ever been mad at God? I have. Have you ever questioned your faith in Him? I have. Have you ever prayed so hard for Him to stop allowing bad things to happen to you? I have. I have absolutely no idea how to play this bullshit hand I’ve been dealt. If God had Facebook I would unfriend Him. Straight up pissed as fuck with life right now. I’m tired and sad and so damn sick of losing people. Have you ever given up on Him? I…